Philosophy

Pleasure

2011-03-15T21:46:00.000-07:00

Soooo, last week we went to PICC, Putrajaya for this pidato thing. 4 Perdana semua wajib pergi. At first Im like "What the heck?? Pidato? So not my thing." Plus, the next day ada exam, so macam malas nak pergi. But wajib. Hmph what to do? So kitaorang pun naik lah bus pergi Putrajaya. All the sudden I got this excited feeling, I mean, HEYYYY WE HAVE FOREIGNERS WHO CAN ACTUALLY COMMUNICATE IN OUR LANGUAGE! Isn't it AMAZING?! And bila sampai, Im like "Oh god, Putrajaya sangat sangat lawa." And bila dalam hall tu, pemidato yg pertama rasanya dari Russia. He's okay. I mean, slang dia pekat sikit. Then ada from Italy, China, Korea, US, and so much more. It was soooo much fun. And ada sorang pemidato ni, dia tengah bg speech tau, so aku pun dgr lah. But then aku dgr 1 word ni tau. I cant really remember what it was and I said to Katherine " Huh? I dont even know that word exist! " hahaha And Kat said " Alyaa! It does! " LMFAO. Even foreigners can talk in malay better than I do. God, what a shame. Emm, they were all so talented, i mean, they actually have the guts to give a speech in front of the crowd using the language they learned for just a few years. I am amazed. Even some of them didnt go well, but I am still truly amazed.

So, as I was listening to the speech, Kat said something.;

Kat : Oh god. That guy is so hot.

Kat : Alyaa! That guy is so hot!

Me : Huh? what?

Kat : THAT GUY IS SO HOT!

Me : What? Where? Which one? *mencari-cari ni*

Kat : That one.

Me : Which one? I cannot see him.

Kat : That one! He's wearing a black kemeja *pointing to the hot guy*

Me : I cannot see him lah.

Kat : That one, the one that you could see his butt right now.

Me : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *gelak terguling-guling

Kat : for real lah.

Me : I tak nmpk sgt lah. nmpk dr tepi je. tak nmpk hot punn.

Kat : later i show you.

Then rehat. Me, Kat, Nena, Haniza keluar lah dr dewan right, nak pegi dining hall dia.

Me : Nena asal kau jalan laju gila?

Nena : Aku nak kejar laki tu aa.

Me : Mana?

Nena : yg pakai baju hitam tu.

Katherine : A'ah dia hot kann?

Nena : A'AH! *giggles

Me : Eh hot sgt ke dia tu. Adoi

Nena : Kau tak nmpk dia lg. Dia hot aku ckp kau.

Bila masuk dining hall

Nena pulls me.

Nena : Tu haa.

Me : Aku asyik2 nmpk dr tepi aa. nnti lah aku tgk dia.

kitaorang nak cari tempat nak makan, then I said, kat luar aa. Permandangan dia lawa. Bila keluar, Adoii panasnya. Masuk balik aa. Katherine pulls me, "THAT HOT GUY IS OUTSIDE. LETS JUST SIT HERE" Im like "okay.as you wish princess" haha then bila makan makan makan, i saw that hot guy that they were talking about. When i saw him, the world pauses for a sec... My head goes " OMFG HE IS SO HOT!" Nena nak tgkp gmbr dgn sorang pemidato ni dari france. So kitorang pun ikut lah dia. Then, somebody dtg ckp, cikgu suruh berkumpul pukul 1.30 tau. we were like okay. skrg dah pukul 1.25. I said, jom lah balik. Then nena pulls my hand. "aku nak tangkap gmbr dgn dia!! " Then Im like " sape nak panggil? aku tanak." The one of the girls buat muka tembok pegi panggil dia. haha then kitorang pun tgkp gmbr lah. then otw back, me, kat and nena were jumping up n down like maniacs. BUT WHO CARES?!! haha. It was a lot of fun. Cikgu nak pergi lagiiiiiii :D

2011-02-28T01:00:00.000-08:00

Hey luvies. HA i dont really miss blogging. malas already but what the heck. Umm, my life has been pretty much the same day by day. Emm, there's nothing new i guess. I actually dont know what to update. Not really in the mood of blogging. I just, kind of like, typing crap. PFFFFTTTTTTTTT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. haha Till then.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2011-02-08T02:00:00.000-08:00

Mthrfckr!! I got into Perdana!! Out of 7 people who got into Perdana, can you believe that I am the only one who's actually happy about it?! I find it weird somehow :/

P/s; Ya allah, hanya tuhan je la yg tau betapa happynya aku duduk dekat 4 Putra with Anis Bakhtiar, Anis Nadia and Noreen Helena. Omg these clowns, i tell you, they are just the funniest thing ever! Teringat masa dalam makmal Physics, kaki besar badan kecik lah, kepala bentuk love lah, gelak tak sudah, and dalam kelas, omg kerja kitaorg gelak je. Gorilla lah, Dinosaur lah, Hippo lah, Nena je takde nickname. ahaha I will miss you fools! Especially you Anis B :'(

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2011-01-31T06:31:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when I fall, I just did.

And when I do,

If I don't feel like telling anyone, I just don't.

Sometimes when I got myself into something,

I constantly keep telling myself that it's okay,

Because that's what teenagers do.

Sometimes when I dont feel like letting go, I don't.

I'll let the time heals my heart,

Because I know somehow my heart will heal and will let go of things that I don't want to let go.

And sometimes,

I put smileys in sentences,

So that people will know that I'm okay with it,

Though I'm crying my eyes out while doing this :D

People don't really know how I feel at most times,

Well, nobody knows to be exact.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2011-01-28T00:48:00.000-08:00

I dont get it. Why are you doing this. Just so you know, it's very hard to explain. Life is hard to explain. And you just wont get it. But I need you to know that I love you forever and always bestfriend. There's no way in hell I'm gonna stop loving you after all the things you did for me.

XOXO,

Leyaa Azman

2011-01-14T06:01:00.000-08:00

School is officially taking over my life. I am so so so busy this year, like freakin busy. busier than when I was preparing for pmr. Gosh. Oh and um, i just realized how i miss my ex-classmates. When I was with them, I'm like, Oh my gash you guys are so boring, I actually had to face yall every freakin day, disappear people disappear! But then this year, we're all in different classes and you know something, i actually miss them, their laughs, jokes, and everything. I mean, we're like a family, we've been classmates for about 3 years and all the sudden we're not anymore? :'(

I miss 3 Perdana sangat sangat sangat :'(

2011-01-07T00:37:00.000-08:00

January 7th 2011

So haven't I told you guys about my new class? Well, I'm in Putra. Which totally sucks at first btw. But I'm still trying to fit in and ah, trying to mix with people who I don't even know they exist. And yeah, so far I'm doing so good. When I'm in Putra I'm like, Oh my, no no no. I can't be in Putra. I'm going to get in Perdana no matter what. But then I met this cute Pn Irma who is currently my classroom teacher. Oh my gash she is such a sweetheart. TOTALLY! She is one of the reasons why I had to stay in Putra. Plus, Putra ain't that bad. I mean, yeah, we're cool. I have Anis though which totally rocks. And umm, oh yeah I just turned SIXTEEN yesterday *YEAY ME!* Suddenly I'm feeling like I'm growing up too fast. I mean, I just had the PMR exam last year and now I'm taking Biology, Chemistry and Physics?? Wow I'm growing up too fast. TOTALLY. So umm, the first week of school did not treat me that good. have homeworks like tons of em. And um, every night i have to actually read and try to understand what Chemistry is all about. Plus they this weird symbols that we have to memorise and who knows what does OSMIUM or RUTHERFORDIUM or MOLYBDENUM means? I like ????????? I seriously have to work hard on this. I gotta go people. Love you.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-12-31T07:31:00.000-08:00

Oh wow, don't you guys think that time is flying by too fast? Well, i do.

So umm, I am wishing you ayy very HAPPY NEW YEAR people! May we all have a new year filled with joy and happiness.

So here's some message from me ;

Dear people, I love you. I truly do. Please forgive me for my wrongdoings for I am no perfect girl. And umm, yeah. Much love.

2010-12-27T19:44:00.001-08:00

I'm thinking about unfollowing everyone.

Dash filled up with craps.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-12-27T19:19:00.000-08:00

You said, I don't study, I don't read books, I'm 24/7 on television, I sleep all day, I don't give a damn about my studies, I'm too smart to ask questions, I'm lazy, I procrastinate things.

Well guess what? I proved you're wrong.

I'm not trying to brag, or trying to be over-proud for what I have achieved but you just have no idea how much you hurt me. You treat me like I'm some kind of trash that knows nothing. So i think there's nothing wrong to say that I proved you wrong.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-12-23T04:42:00.000-08:00

The first person who I called as soon as I got my result was my mom :) Like I don't really feel like crying or excited or happy when I got the results. But as soon as I heard my mom's happy voice, I immediately burst into happy tears. Yes people. That's what moms could do. And then my daddy called and I told him my results and i guess he was happy and sorta proud of me. God knows how happy I am. For me, it's not really the grades that made me happy. What made me happy was my parents. I told you before, I just wanna make them proud of me and that is all. That's my goal and I nailed it. Alhamdullillah.

As soon as they got back from work I went downstairs and showed them my slip and I got hugs which was amazing. I love my parents. Then we had dinner. I told my mom that my phone was having trouble. Like if I wanted to send messages, it won't be delivered not until I off and on my phone back which is irritating. And like sometimes it froze -_- My mom said " Kalau nak tukar phone, tunggu Ibu tukar phone dulu ya! :p" I'm like HAAAAAAA? And my dad said, " PHONE TU MACAM TAU TAU JE BILA NAK ROSAK!" I'm like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I love my parents ♥ ♥ ♥

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-12-22T06:36:00.000-08:00

OMG! Tomorrow's the big day! I'm very nervous. Actually not really, but since people keep talking about it my heartbeat increased instantly which is freaky. So due to my nervousity, * does that word even exist? I think no but I gewgled it and there's some nervousity link. But whatever i dont care* So anyways, due to my nervousity, i slept early, 9 pm. Then my lil sis started poking me which is really really annoying! But I continue to sleep anyway. Then I got a few text massages from my friends saying that they're nervous and whatsoever. I get it people. You're nervous. Me too now go to bed. Then I continued sleeping but then I got a phone call from Anis. Had a little laugh with her and we hung up. Then I tried to sleep for about 30 minutes but it didn't work. And I went downstairs and had a little chat with my mom. Grab my twisties and BOOOOOMMMM! here I am people. Here I am. Typing crap. Sorry you had to read this. Love you.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-12-16T09:48:00.000-08:00

So today Katherine came to my house and met my parents. I had alot of fun though all we ever did was talk, talk and.. just talk. haha I've known her for like.. less than a year, but it feels like I've known her for FOREVER. Like, we connect so well with each other. At least i feel that way. I feel so comfortable. It's like, I can tell her just about everything. I don't have to pretend that I like all the craps that she was talking about cause apparently, i love her craps. Definitely. She is truly one of a kind. ♥ ♥ ♥

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-12-13T03:18:00.000-08:00

At this age, everything is changing.Day by day we don’t notice,but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has.People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t,and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends.Life makes little sense,and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now,before it all changes once again,because in the near future,all of this is only going to be memories.

*Source*

2010-12-04T22:01:00.000-08:00

You are seriously on fire. OMG i ♥ you.

Please please please, DON'T BE GAY.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-11-17T07:26:00.000-08:00

I NEED MY OLD MATES BACK. LIKE, SERIOUSLY.

so i went to one of my classmates FB then I saw this picture which is our class picture and they all got tagged and yadda yadda yadda. My point is, I CANT believe most of my classmates got FB and I don't? Wow, you are so outdated leyaa! But that's not my topic for the day. So here we go, as I was looking at everyone's FB they got tagged pictures and stuffs and I saw a few pictures of us when we were like twelve. Like seriously I feel like crying cz lord knows how long haven't I seen them. And I miss them so bad :( Even each and every one of them has changed inside and out but none of that matters. Getting Flashbacks broke me to tears. And I hate that.

P/s; Just made a FB account. Yeay me! Find me people - Alyaa Amalia Azman.

Oh and, I approve certain people only :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-11-15T01:09:00.000-08:00

2010-11-11T04:33:00.000-08:00

Interviewer : Stefan or Damon?Paul: Damon.Ahh, my hunk :)

2010-11-10T05:39:00.000-08:00

No one ever mentioned how hard and painful it is to run into your ex bestfriend and just pass them by without saying a word and pretend like we're completely strangers.

2010-11-08T07:33:00.000-08:00

I wished you didn't have to change.
I loved you just the way you are.

But now, I'm not so sure anymore.

2010-11-06T22:26:00.000-07:00

2010-11-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

Dear Katherine, behold. Our boyfriend that doesn't even know we exist-to-be.
Seriously, it's Ian. Laughing My Ass Off.

2010-11-03T05:54:00.000-07:00

Okay. Jamuan kelas hari, Sabtu. Next week. I don't have any shirt to wear, or jeans or even shoes! Plus, mom wont let me shop? She keeps saying "Ah you got alot of baju to wear." I mean cmon! I've been wearing the same baju over and over again for YEARS! My Gosh!! I haven't prepared anything yet! Freaking Outttttt!

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-10-21T20:03:00.000-07:00

First, you ask me to come help and i did and when I do, you keep telling people how lazy I was. What the fucking hell was that? At least, I came! To help you and a thank you would be nice you know. I know I have flaws everywhere. But that's not the problem. I'm like fifteen for heaven's sake! I'm still learning stuffs. New stuffs that some of them I like and some of them I dislike but that's not the point. I'm gonna get through it anyways. And having you trying to make fun of it instead of supporting me is like a huge bullshit that I have got to get rid of.
P/s; I am not her. Maybe I'm not this kind of girl who always "kemas rumah, or masak, or suka tolong orang, or sopan-santun." I'm just not and you can't force me to be one. I'm outspoken so you say. Do I give a damn about it? No. Am I gonna do anything to change it? Hell no. End of conversation.

XOXO,
Leyaa A.

2010-10-19T03:39:00.002-07:00

Hey mates! Guess what? I have a new hobby! *Well you can say that.* Anyways, it's reading! WORLD'S HISTORY!! So weird actually because I hate reading. Well I used to. So, after PMR i don't really know what am I gonna do cause it's pretty boring. And, I went to Katherine's house. She has these teen books. Fancy teen novels. I had a look at it. I'm like " This is kind of interesting I gotta have one." And so I did. I went to Kinokuniya, KLCC yesterday and bought my very first book entitled "DORK DIARIES" that costs me like $50.71 it's kind of expensive right? But it's worth every penny. Did I mention my dad bought that for my 13th b-day gift? Yep he did. And I can't believe it's a book and I actually loved it! I mean cmon, it's my very first book, what's wrong with being overexcited about that right? Plus, I've actually finished reading that 282 papers filled with interesting stories and DOODLING! Much love! Thing is, the reason why I picked this book is because it has this special writing. It's not like this. * I mean, the one I'm writing right now" it is like a hand-writing which is very nice and lovely. Also, they have some doodling as if like it is really a diary. It makes you think that you are really reading someone's diary. Did I mention the suitable age for the readers are around 9-13 haha I'm like 15 but whatever though. My point it, I really love this book. Thanks dad for buying me one :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-10-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

To me, the best feeling in the world is getting a hug from a boy you care about most. Sure, it's nothing hot or sexy, but it's completely adorable and irresistible. You feel so safe, secure and warm and so does your heart. You're so close. I bet he could feel it beating. He's got to be a good hugger of course. But then again, why wouldn't he be?

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-10-12T21:56:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! I just made a Tumblr account and am lovin it :)

Currently my link is PurpleBeans.tumblr.com

Well, that will do till I figure out something else.

Umm, I'm still going to update here sometimes *I hope so :P*

So yeah, do find me there :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A

2010-10-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

Ahh, AWESOMENESS! It's finally O - V - E - R. Can't wait to do the things I've planned :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-10-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

source; TVD Tumblr

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Gotta Be Fearless

2010-09-25T08:59:00.000-07:00

I'm scared. I'm truly scared. Sometimes I feel like crying cause I couldn't handle the pressure. I just cant. There are so many things in my mind right now and I could barely think. Every single day I would ask the same question to myself. "Am I ready for this? Am I gonna get through it? Am I gonna do well?" This kind of question has been haunting me for months and I cant seem to find the answer, still. I'm scared. It's just a few more days away. DAYS away. I felt like it was just yesterday when I was in Form 1 and one of my teachers told me, "PMR will come just in a blink of an eye." And she was right. She was damn right. But I didn't listen to her, I'm like "Ah cmon, it's 2 years away like duhh. Lets have fun first." Fun brings you nowhere people, nowhere. However, I'm not gonna give up cause that's not me. I'll try my hardest and do my best with Allah's blessings. Hopefully, I will do well and maybe, make my parents smile from ear to ear, make them cry happy tears from the moment I tell them my results, and tell them, that they did not raised a useless child and most of all i want to hear them say " We are very, very proud of you Alyaa." That's all I'm asking for. That's my aim and they're my goals. Goodluck dear lovers. Till then :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-14T08:32:00.000-07:00

2010-09-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

Girl : Tell me just how much you love me.

Boy : Look up to the sky.

Girl : Stop changing the subject!

Boy : Just look.

(Girl look up to the sky)

Girl : What am I doing?

Boy : Tell me how many stars are in the sky.

Girl : That's impossible.

Boy : So is explaining my love for you.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

XOXO,
Leyaa A.

2010-09-09T23:12:00.001-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya everyone :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-09T08:45:00.000-07:00

It's funny how people are trying to bring you down by saying mean stuffs to you which technically, you don't even give a damn. Let me make you see things clearly okay? I am who I am. You can't really change it. Basically, this is my life and I'm going to do exactly what I want to rule it. You can say I'm a snobby person, or a show-off kind of person or even a bitch. And even if it is true, I remind you, you had completely nothing to do with it. I NEVER asked you to deal with my manners anyway.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-09T08:31:00.000-07:00

“Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends.”

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

It's funny how I dreamed about you last night.
I was never your fan before, But now, HECK YEAH.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-08T08:24:00.000-07:00

Please, do click the picture for clearer view.

P/s; Dangg it! I'm falling for Damon already =D

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-06T21:38:00.000-07:00

credit goes to; Cathy

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-06T09:20:00.000-07:00

A wise person once told me, It doesn't matter who's right or who's wrong. Just apologize. Because it may or may not be the last time I apologize to them.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

You just dont know

2010-09-06T08:23:00.000-07:00

Did you know everytime Im with you,

I had to turn my face away,

Because I can't hold my tears?

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-05T19:25:00.000-07:00

We're like fire and rain, You can drive me insane. But I cant stay mad at you for anything. We're Venus and Mars, We're like different stars, But you're the harmony to every song I sing and I wouldn't change a thing.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

My favourite part of He's Just Not That Into You. It was such a great story but Alex and Gigi won the best part. P/s Justin Long is effin hot IM JUST SAYING :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

When K meets L

2010-09-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

L : Kat, who is Ashley Greene?
K : She's in Twilight I think.
L : Alice is it?
K : I think so.
L : Oh, did you know that she's with Joe now?
K : What? I thought he was with.. What's her name again? Demi Lovoto? Lovota?
LOL

L : Nooooo! It's Lovato! hahahaha

K : hahaha. He's with Ashley Greene? Oh my gosh, if I see that bastard, I'm gonna smack his face!!
hahaha Katherine just love smacking people. So BEWARE! Oh btw, you made me laugh everyday till my cheek bones hurt ya know?! It fuckin hurts but I loved it :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-09-04T02:44:00.000-07:00

It's funny how you can make me fall for you when you had no intention of catching me at all.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

LA's

2010-09-03T08:42:00.000-07:00

Nice isn't it? Thanks Farah. ILY.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Capability Of Love

2010-09-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

I miss my mates

2010-08-30T20:43:00.000-07:00

The tittle explains everything. I'm taking my time to just read my old diaries. Yeah.. I write pretty much everyday.. Well I guess I used to. Gosh, there's so much that I wrote. It wasn't that funny when I wrote it but it is now! haha About my crushes and stuffs. LOL I was pretty immature back then. haha. About a very good friend of mine who turns out to be a player, a best friend of mine who I used to laugh by just staring at her face turns out to be one of the most hottest girl in school, and also, a friend of mine who turns out to be a biatch when she grew up. Wow, I miss the old days. And also when I told a friend of mine who was my first crush that we had to write it on a paper and then exchange it with each other. Turns out both of our crushes were best friends. I miss it when we used to stay up till 4 am in the morning talking to each other on the phone. Sneaked out at 3 am just to hang with each other.. wow, good times.. good times.. How i wished I had that time travelling machine so that I could go back to the past and just, experience it just for one more time.. That would be so awesome.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

P/s; I ♥ you

2010-08-24T02:16:00.000-07:00

When I see you, I always get this funny feeling. My heart started to beat so fast. My hands get cold, I cant help smiling and I cant help staring at you every moment. I admire everything about you, your sweet voice, your shining eyes, your beautiful smile, your caramel skin, your luscious lips, your muscle filled arms, your sense of humor and even your messy hair. If you were magic, I'd buy a locket and make you my lucky charm. You are nowhere near the man of my dreams but there's something about you that attracts me very well. Now I know why they say Love Is Blind. Because there will be times, that you'll fall for a person for no reason. You just know that, you love them. This thing that I have for you, is completely blind. I have no idea why and I don't know how it happened but, I like that way.. I like it very much.

P/s; I ♥ you.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Gifts

2010-08-21T08:53:00.000-07:00

Thanks guys for the award. Really appriciate it. Love yah!

XOXO,
Leyaa A.

2010-08-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-20T00:11:00.000-07:00

Just because I'm a friend of yours,

That doesn't make my things are yours too. Kay?

no offense.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Awh

2010-08-13T01:59:00.000-07:00

Gosh, I'm facing Trial on Monday. I'm freakin NERVOUS! Lets just hope I do well. Amin.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-08T00:27:00.000-07:00

There's a point in your life where you got tired of trying to fix everything and trying to make everyone happy. When you finally decided to quit, it is not giving up. it's realizing that you just don't need certain people and the bullshit they bring to your life.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Live, Laugh, Love

2010-08-08T00:03:00.000-07:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once. And it gets harder every time. You'll breaks someone's heart too. So remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your bestfriend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for an old one did, you'll cry because time is flying by too fast and you'll eventually lose someone that's close to you. So take many pictures, laugh too much , and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute a happiness you'll never get back.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-07T08:44:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hey girls, you’re beautiful. Don’t look at those stupid magazines with stick like models. Eat healthy & exercise. That’s all. Don’t let anyone tell you you’re not good enough. You are good enough; you are too good. Love your family with all your heart & listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you’re a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn’t matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you’re a good person; as long as you respect others. I know it’s been told hundreds of times before, but it’s true. -http://bit.ly/b59V7J

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-07T07:04:00.000-07:00

When Life Gives You a Bad Romance, show everyone your Poker Face, buy a new Telephone, call Alejandro, and you guys Just Dance. -@OhTeenQuotes

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-06T09:04:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

2010-08-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

When you're tired. You're just tired.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Lets Make It Clear

2010-08-04T00:31:00.000-07:00

I am happy with the decision my team and i made. We are completely satisfied with it. Getting rid of you is something that we've plan for months ago and now that we have the chance, there's no reason why we should keep you in the team. So no hard feelings okay? Don't assume anything, my friend. Like I said, everything happens for a reason. So if you would like to know the reason why we kicked you *OUCH* come and see us and we will tell you. Oh and BTW which FYI means by the way, they don't really love you, my friend. They don't even want you to be in their group, okay frankly, nobody does another *OUCH* but they got no other choice, they had to. I repeat, HAD TO. I am telling you the truth and it ain't a lie please do accept the fact. I really appreciate your post and your yadda yadda yadda but just so you know, I don't really care. I need a break from everything. And most of all, I need a break from you drama queen :)

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Hush, Im not done yet

2010-07-31T01:16:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

It's very exhausting

2010-07-30T02:58:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Crying In The Rain

2010-07-30T02:00:00.000-07:00

Just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say.
Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything is okay.
Just because I forgive, doesn’t mean I forget.
Just because I don’t listen to your problems, doesn’t mean I don’t care.
Just because I’m gullible, doesn’t mean I can be cheated.
Just because I’m stubborn, doesn’t mean I’m not easy going.
Just because I don’t study, doesn’t mean I’m stupid.
Just because I don’t show my feelings, doesn’t mean I don’t have any.
Just because I’m honest, doesn’t mean I’m outspoken.
Just becuase I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird.
Just because I’m unsure, doesn’t mean I’m afraid.
Just because I don’t like you, doesn’t mean I don’t love you.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Ouch! It's HOT

2010-07-28T03:24:00.000-07:00

Ian Somerhalder

Okay Katherine, You won.

I gotta admit he is kinda of good looking
Ah what the heck, FREAKING HOT!
haha but he cant beat my Paul Wesley.
My Paul is way hotter!
At least I think so. LOL
♥Total sucker for Vampire Diaries♥

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Adorable

2010-07-24T21:43:00.000-07:00

*Cute isn't it? I know!*

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

She's good at faking

2010-07-24T21:23:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Never Fades

2010-07-24T10:28:00.000-07:00

Just Gonna Stand There And Watch Me Burn,
But It's Alright Because I Like The Way It Hurts,
Just Gonna Stand There And Hear Me Cry,
But It's Alright Because I Love The Way You Lie.
I Love The Way You Lie.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Love Roses

2010-07-24T10:27:00.001-07:00

If You Want A Rose With No Thorns,
Buy The Fake One,
You Wont Get Hurt,
But It's Fake.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

I want my VAMPIRE!

2010-07-24T02:38:00.000-07:00

Aww, you are one fucking hot vampire.

Why don't you just suck my blood?

Ahahaha LOVE YAH!

Catch Paul Wesley in Vampire Diaries Every Tuesday at 9.30pm on 8tv.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

It Explains Everything

2010-07-23T01:43:00.000-07:00

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

It happens... For Real..

2010-07-16T08:00:00.000-07:00

Friday, July 16 2010.

When you're in High School, everything changes. I repeat, EVERYTHING.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Paths

2010-07-09T03:24:00.000-07:00

Friday, July 09 2010She's the girl who I preferred to call my bestfriend for life that my hearts will always belongs to. When I first met her, I knew she was the one, that could be my bestfriend until the end of the world. We stand together through the wars and everything. She's my strength and will always be. SHE'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE And so, there's two paths in this life. The path where you will find your way back home no matter what you've gone through OR the path where you CHOOSE not to find your way back home because you decided to stop in the middle of the road because you GIVE UP in life when you know there's a long way to go and you just LOSE YOUR FAITH for it. Here's the point when you would say something like this " Im a teenager. I'll choose what I want to be. Even if I would end up being a bitch, it's freakin okay with me." And.. she has chosen the second path. How I wished you were the girl that I knew a long time ago. I really do wish you were. What Im trying to say is, even if one day, you will end up being a bitch, I will always be there for you, through your ups and downs. Because i do believe that deep down in your heart, there's a spot. A spot that will change you whole heart for a brand new you.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Celebrating The Life Of The Legend

2010-06-25T22:16:00.000-07:00

Saturday, June 26 2010

It's been a year. We missed you... alot

For me,

It doesn't matter,

For what you've been accused for,

or how you look like,

But what does matter is,

YOUR HEART & YOUR EL OW VE EE.

RIP and, forever and always, will be in our ♥

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

A Dash Of Something.

2010-06-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

Friday, June 18 2010.

Dah lama rasanya tk blogging. RINDUU =D

Sekolah dah nak start. Bosannya. Tak puas lagi cuti. Nak cuti lagi!
So, I went to Penang on June 15. It was awesome. The foods... OMAGASH so yummy! and then we went to The Chocolate Boutique. I didnt know there was such thing as CHILI CHOCOLATE! hahaha Im tellin ya it is spicy. So peeps, if yall going to Penang, make sure you visit this place ;

♥ The Chocolate Boutique

♥ Gurney Drive

♥ Line Clear

and yeahh, so much more. Line Clear tu actually a Nasi Kandar stall. It's kinda famous there. For me, the Nasi kandar was kind of tasty. So try it! And then at Gurney Drive. kat situ ada banyak food stalls. Very sedap I tell you! Nak makan lagi dekat situuu. Btw, this was my first time travelling without my car. It's very interesting! We took all sorts of transportation Train, Bus, Plane and more Bus. I got nothing to complain about that =) Oh and! I tried something I never had before. PURI. it's yummy. how I wish I could find it here in KL. Overall, I had a splendid time and I love Penang. I wish I could go there again.

Smiles

2010-05-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile with your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though its breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

I love this song. This song inspires me to SMILE even more when I'm as down as can be. Life it's like a roller coaster. Sometimes it goes up, and sometimes it goes down. When it goes down, just smile like you freakin mean it and no one will know you're faking it.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

♥♥♥♥♥

2010-05-22T10:13:00.000-07:00

When you get a very tight hug from a man, you'll feel ;;

♥ LOVED

♥ SAFE

And most of all,

♥ NEVER WANNA LET GO

am I right? I know I'm right =)

XOXO,

Leyaa Azman

Expressions

2010-05-19T02:35:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, May 19 2010.

Okay, First of all, I would like to apologize to you for my wrongdoings. I know that I only search for you when I really do need you. It's look like I'm really using you but trust me, I'm not, not for now. I admit it's my fault and not yours, so I'm apologizing. I know what you've done for me, I notice every single thing that you've done for me and I thank you for that. I thank you very much friend. I know that you were there for me when I need you, I realized it. No need to remind me about that.
I cant be the person as you wanted. I'm imperfect, I'm an ordinary teenager who make mistakes, I forgot some people at times, including my bestfriends. I need you to know that this ain't easy for me being apart from you. But I accept things as they are. Cause now, I do believe everything happens for a reason. I don't have any idea why God always put me in this kind of situation, fighting with my girls but I do believe He got a reason for all the things that happened to me. And I'm sorry, I wont do as you wanted. If you want to talk to me, just talk, if you don't want to, honestly, from the bottom of my heart, i don't really care. Adlin warned me of the consequences, but, what more can I do? What else can I say? I apologized to you one on one, you completely ignored me. Do you have any idea how much that hurt? yeah you tell me that. And my friends keep asking me to talk to you first. Do you actually think that I would do that? There's no possible way. I'm not going to be ignored for the second time. Our friendship is very important to me, i repeat, VERY. But I guess it's not important for you. Cause if it was, you'd come to me at the first place, just like I did. And one more thing, this thing we're dealing with, it's my fault, and also YOUR FAULT. I'm not gonna take this blame alone.

I wish you could understand what I'm going through

I wish you could understand why I'm doing this

I wish you could understand that you mean something to me

I wish you could understand I cant spend time with 2 different people

I wish you could understand that I accept things as they are now

How I wished you would understand the things that you just don't wanna understand

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Knock Knock! Who's there?

2010-05-07T02:02:00.000-07:00

Friday, May 07 2010

Hello! Well, got a few updates..

On last friday, is it on the last friday? Err, yeah i think so. ANYWAYS! we baked at school! Is it awesome? I know! haha we baked Choc cake and guess what? Teacher said, if there was a competition, we would won FIRST PLACE. yeah first place i tell yah! It must be a damn big slap for you right? big HAHA for you loser =)

So lately, been spending a lot of time with my phals, ain and pika. Sometimes, they come over my house and sometimes at Pika's. Then on Weds i think.. i went to Pika's house to finish my folio but yeah.. u know us.. We did nothing =D and we also webcamed! here's some of the pics..

At Pika's =)

So Pika made instant noodles which was delicious but, the room was cold and so was instant noodles. So yeah, we ended up eating Cold Instant Noodles haha that's funny lol.

My house. On Tues i think? We had fun =) Oh Ain dah pakai tudong wooo. So pround of you Mrs Bieber wannabe =D

Notes for the day --> Hello my friend, just to let you know that you are annoying me and your other friends. But hell I don't give a damn. I'm okay if your okay. If we're going to pretend that we really like each other when we see each other, it's totally fine with me! I can live with that. Just remember, sooner or later, if you keep acting like this, you are going to lose your friends, and your bestfriends. Take this as a friend to a friend advise. Whether you wanna take the advise or not, it really is up to you. But yeah, don't regret in the future honey. LOVES!

And yes! One more thing. Just so you know, I've been in a worse situation than this. Which made me suffer more than a year but I got through it. And when this stupid thing happened to us, I don't feel the hurt and I don't care about the hurt because I wanna live my life with no pain, no hurt no more. So I just don't care. If you wanna talk with me, you can but if you don't want to, I don't give a damn dear. I'm sorry =)

"Sometimes when we’ve been hurt too many times, we just don’t feel a thing for the upcoming hurt."

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

It's a normal thing? Oh okay.

2010-04-26T00:53:00.000-07:00

Do you have any idea how TIRED and SICK i am with you? Okay, I'll be frank.

Kau tak pernah pikir apa yang aku rasa. Yang kau tau, kau nak aku jaga perasaan kau. perasaan aku siapa nak jaga? Sorry to say, but kau ego gila lah. Aku datang dekat kau baik-baik nak minta maaf, kau buat bodoh. Kau lari kejar kawan kau macam F. Aku punya bodoh pergi ikut kau sebab nak minta maaf punya pasal bagai anjing kejar makanan yang tak dapat tahu? Punyalah mulia hati aku ni nak minta maaf dekat kau tapi ni balasan yang aku dapat? And then kau pergi cerita kat Adlin yang kau tak suka aku cakap dekat kau "kau marah ke?" apa ni? Then apa yang kau expect aku cakap kat kau lagi!! Hey! kau sedar tak yang aku nie dah kira baik pergi dekat kau untuk minta maaf! ada kau datang kat aku and apologize? TAK ADA! Kau sedar tak tu! Semua kau harap aku je yang pergi dekat kau! Aku je yang nak minta maaf! YES aku admit, FRIENDSHIP IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE! But kau tak pikir ke yang aku TIRED lah! Aku je yang nak jaga hati kau! Ada kau jaga hati aku! Benda masalahnya kecik kau tahu, kau yang nak besar-besarkan. Asal, kau lupa ke Anis tu pun BFF aku? Kau lupa ke yang aku dah tak rapat dengan dia? Kau lupa ke yang dia dah pindah? Kau lupa ke yang aku dah tak pergi sekolah dengan dia? Kau lupa ke yang aku dah tak rehat dengan dia? kau dah lupa ke yang aku dah tak calling calling dengan dia? Kau lupa semua tu? And kau sedar tak yang dia tu STILL BESTFRIEND aku? Salah ke aku nak spend time dengan dia whenever i meet her? salah ke if aku mintak just a few mins nak cakap dengan dia sorang? salah ye?

Ok fine,
*kau nak cakap aku lupa kau when aku dengan Anis=kau faham tak kau dengan Anis,dua orang yang sangat berbeza? bagai langit dgn bumi. kau tak suka apabenda yang dia cakap, and dia also tak suka apabenda kau yang kau cakap. Tapi aku suka dua dua benda yang korang cakap. faham? lets say if there's aku, anis, kau. anis tgh cakap benda yang dia nak ckp and im also interested and you're not, you akan diam kan? and aku akan dgr benda yg anis nak ckp kan? kau akan terpinggir jugak akhirnya. samalah juga if aku tgh ckp dgn kau n benda tu anis tak suka dgr. of course dia akan diam right? and dia akan terpinggir jugak by the end of the day kan? gunalah otak kau dengan sebaik-baiknya untuk berfikir. jangan terus assume yang aku lupa kau.

*kau nak cakap aku lebihkan masa dengan Anis= Assalamualaikum, kau sedar tak hari hari aku pergi sekolah dengan kau? kau sedar tak hari hari aku rehat dengan kau? kau sedar tak hari hari aku balik dengan kau? kau sedar tak if pape hal, i would tell you first? thats the thing, kau sedar tak?

Cmon lah su, aku penat dengan all this thing, and aku tau kau pun penat jugak so jangan lah make this small problem as a big deal when its not. betul cakap adlin " Leyaa aku rasa if lama lama kau cmni dgn su, aku agak nanti mesti jd cm kau dgn nina doh" I agree. I dont want to ended up being like me n noreen. do u have any idea how that pains? i cant get through it anymore, i just cant. its too hard. i cant. no one knows how much it pains me. tolonglah su, aku merayu dekat kau. jangan lah biar benda kecik bodoh nie jadi sebab aku dgn kau tak ckp. its lame, it is so stupid.

My point is, aku je sorang sorang yang nak save this friendship. aku yang pegi dkt kau but kau tolak. kau penah pikir tak apa aku rasa suhada? when kau ignore aku, time aku nak minta maaf dekat kau, aku sanggup lari mcm org bodoh kejar kau tp bole lg kau layan classmate kau mcm aku invinsible dkt situ. kau bole pikir tak apa yang aku rasa? kau cakap la dgn aku, friendship ni tak penting bagi kau ke? sampai kau takde effort langsung nak pegi ckp dengan aku. its okay aa suhada. im tired. im not giving up but im tired. aku penat sbb aku sorang je yang berusaha when u do nothing. its okay, just GO.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Flashbacks.

2010-04-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

Second post of the day. Well, just a few of flashbacks.
I just realized how rude i was three years ago, how lousy i sound whenever i opened my mouth, how hot-tempered i was. Time Flies don't they?

April 22 2009
"Things seems less complicated when she's not around."- i posted this. This is so not true. the truth is, Things seems MORE complicated when she's not around."

May 29 2009
"She's no longer in my world. Am so happy with it."- False fact. I WAS DEPRESSED by the moment.

June 11 209
"beginnings are usually scary, and endings are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living.LOVE IS WONDERFUL PEOPLE, GRAB IT WHILE THERE'S ONE."- This girl which refers to me *haha* is always right.

Some date on June * I didn't write the date btw.*
*TAGGED*
"First best friend: Adlin* - So true, met her in kindergarten

June 23 2009
"waiting for someone who is not worth the wait is a waste of time, a day without him, it sucks but! there's a but, what is the difference between a day without him, and days without him? does it gonna make any difference? so tell me, is it worth the wait or worthless?"-WORTHLESS LEYAA, WORTHLESS.

"bontot kuali bertelinga capang"-Sorry mims I called you that. I told you, I was mean back then!

June 24 2009
"*it's a blessing to have a friend like you**you already have a new family**if this is the end of our friendship, then we have to accept it**you have a lot of friends to accompany you when you're in sorrow*- Thanks, it's always a blessing to have you.I dont have a new family since you're gone.That's the thing, I cant accept it. And, I dont have a lot of friends to accompany me when I'm in sorrow. YOU ARE THE ONE AND ONLY.

"she mean the world to me"- So true, bubble head I ♥ you

"how i wished i could take back all my words, i am so afraid, the hurt is here to stay, no, this is not how it supposed to ends. i need you. i need you sister, family, and a friend so bad. please lord, don't make it over, I'm ready to do whatever it takes, as long as we're happy just like the old days." - ya Allah, I'm in tears!

Read --> http://leyaaaa.blogspot.com/2009/06/broken-and-it-remains.html
--> http://leyaaaa.blogspot.com/2009/07/we-had-love.html
--> http://leyaaaa.blogspot.com/2009/08/am-sick-of-it.html
--> http://leyaaaa.blogspot.com/2009/11/lifeit-happens.html

July 17 2009
"If You Love Somebody, You've Got To Let Them Go"- Trust me, it only gets better.
"Butterfly Fly Away Now You Hear?"- Let the butterfly choose its way, know what i mean?

September 6 2009
"Don't cry when something turns out in the opposite way.
Knowing that it is just not worth the save. Keep on living,
just smile like you freakin mean it, hide every trace of
sadness and live life with no regrets."

yepp, Thats all i can find..

Don't you think it's beautiful?

2010-04-24T21:32:00.000-07:00

Sunday, April 25 2010.

It's beautiful right? I know! *Grandma's flower*

hey bloggers! whatup? doing great? Great. Emm, I forgot what i came here for.. haha but nevermind. Oh yeah! I just remembered! The Literature thingy! The presentation is done and yeah, so happy with it. I think we have the most problems among all other groups, but we had a blast didnt we? yet, the most interesting presentation of all. So grateful. Few people that i want to thank --> Khuz, Fara, Pika, Claudine, Anusha, Aruna, DH, and Ain. Did I missed anybody? Idts.. Farah, Ain n Pika helped with the bookmarks, Thanks alot guys. So grateful to have friends like yall. Anyways! I got a tweet from a friend of mine on twitter about The Addams Family? Remember that story? I used to watch it when i was like what? five or six? I miss that story! haha love the song btw! Enjoy! ♥

XOXO,

Leyaa A

TAGGED

2010-04-22T23:05:00.000-07:00

1. 3 names in your message inbox.
When I open my inbox, it says "Inbox Is Empty!!"
2. Your main Ringtone.
I aint got no ringtone.
3. What u did at 12 last night?
Watching Sonny With A Chance.
4. Who was the last person you went out with? where?
I cant recall lah. Im busy, so I dont go out that often.
5. The colour of the T-shirt you're wearing now.
White
6. The last thing u did.
Tweet =)
7. 3 of your everyday favorite items.
Laptop, Pussy and Bunny *it that what we called item? haha whatever!*
8. The color of your bedroom.
White
9. How much money in your wallet now?
Wait wait let me count, RM 50.70 haha
10. How's life?
As for right now, I'm grateful for my life is exactly the way i wanted =)
11. your favorite song..
Lots of em, cant list!
12. What will you do next weekend?
Ahh, yeah, still got no plans yet.
13. When was the last time you saw your mum.
This morning.
14. where is she now?
At work.
15. when was the last time you talked to your parent?
This Morning.
16. Who is the last person that talked with you last night?
Mummy
17. where did you have dinner last night?
HOME
18. The last surprise you got.
When was it? Oh yeah, CANT RECALL
19. Last thing you borrowed from your friend.
File
20. Who is your bf/gf or husband/wife?
Is that necessary?
21. what do you feel now?
I feel, stable =)
22. wanna share with who?
probably no one.
23. who knows your secret?
True Friends.
24. they keep your secret?
yes, well, maybe sometimes.
25. Are you angry with someone?
No, why would i be?
26. what do you order at McD?
McChicken And mcFlurries
27. The last time you felt so sad..
You know, I would really dont wanna recall that.
28. mahu tag?
NOPE.

Ze Update

2010-04-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

Monday, April 19 2010.

Hello! Wondered why I'm blogging? Just for fun =)

So I unfollow everyone, but will be following back cause something went wrong with my dashboard. I will be following the person who i think is worth the follow but if I dont follow you, it doesnt mean I dont read your blog anymore. So no worries okay?Okay, first of all, I wanna talk about studies. in Sejarah I memang dah banyak ketinggalan. Classmates are on Chap 5 and I'm on what Chap? Like 1? Gosh that sucks. Seriously, i need to focus on my studies. PLUS! Daddy said if I cant maintain at least 80% in each subject, he's gonna cancel the MOVIES SUBSCRIPTION. That's hard, real hard. Second of all, I just wanna say goodbye! haha got a lot of studies to do and yeah.. LOVES!

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

HAHA

2010-04-17T22:20:00.000-07:00

Sunday, April 18 2010

Hello bloggers!

Just wanna brag about it okay? haha She tweeted me last night. Gosh I'm in tears! haha I cant see her tweet that well but i hope you do. Just in case you don't know, this is the girl from Justin Bieber's Baby music video, ladies and gentlemen, Jasmine Villegas =)

30 Things to miss about you

2010-04-17T00:04:00.000-07:00

I miss when we sneak out late night,
I miss to talk about hot guys with you,
I miss gossiping with you,
I miss talking to you,
I miss hugging you,
I miss the moment when we fought, and when I look at your face, I cant help laughing
I miss singing with you,
I miss laughing with you,
I miss playing guitar with you,
I miss chatting with you,
I miss hanging out with you,
I miss the "On The Phone" moments with you,
I miss listening you singing in the bathroom
I miss walking with you,
I miss sharing my problems with you,
I miss eating with you,
I miss watching you cook weird stuffs such as Nasi Goreng Kunyit and Maggie 2 Perasa
I miss the weird you,
I miss chilling out with you,
I miss your screaming which can be heard from 20 miles away
I miss studying with you but ended up playing guitar + singing
I miss us sitting on the couch and just watch TV
I miss when you sneaked out just to watch movies with me
I miss your pig face
I miss taking pictures with you
I miss our "Ice Blended Time!" moment
I miss going to the Track with you
I miss the moment when you do my eyebrows
I miss when you play the keyboard on the phone
And most of all, I MISS YOU

But it's not the same anymore. It's okay *smiling*

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Life..That's why it's called reality.

2010-04-16T02:34:00.000-07:00

Friday, April 16 2010

Hello bloggers! What up! I miss blogging ayy lot! Well, recently i got addicted to Twitter so yeah, find me there! There's alot of things that i wanna tell you guys but yeah, go read my tweets!

If you wanna go, just go. I cant stop you. It's not that I don't care, It's just, I'm tired of people who walked into my life and then just went away. You have no idea just how sucks it is. I want something PERMANENT. Do you get me? I've tried to apologize to you but you just keep running like a fool and that's sick. Frankly, I hate it. I love you but, if you keep acting like this, you just gotta know that you annoy me, ALOT. If you wanna be friends, then we will be friends. In fact, you're my bestfriend remember? I'll always wait for you with an open heart. ♥♥♥

I'm sorry if I've been acting like I don't care. But seriously, deep down inside my heart, I really do care. Try to put yourself in my shoes. I cant talk to 2 different people in one time. It's hard. It really is hard. To have somebody to talk about the other one don't like to talk about which I do like to talk about. *kinda confusing but yeah, you'll understand it.* You tell me how can I talk with 2 extremely different people when I'm in this condition. yeah you tell me that CAPITAL S ♥♥♥

Pffft; Baru sedar cbox loaded! haha

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

TAGGED

2010-04-02T20:22:00.000-07:00

Siapa anda di rumah ?

A sister, A daughter, A person who sleeps, eats and yadda yadda yadda.

Siapakah diri anda di samping rakan ?

Kawan laa! Idk laa, pegi lah tanya rakan tu sendiri HAHA

5 perkara yang anda idamkan tapi belum tercapai :

1. iPhone iPhone iPhone
2. Berubah jadi seseorang yang tak tinggal solat
3. Nikon Nikon Nikon
4. Guitar Guitar Guitar
5. Pergi Paris, and romantic places =D

Siapakah nama pasangan anda ?

HAHA mana ada dohh. Or may I say Justin Bieber? haha

Ceritakan 5 perkara yang paling anda suka tentang pasangan anda ?

1 : He's cute when he flips his hair
2 : Ada ferrari wooo
3 : Brown Eyes Brown Eyes!
4 : Great voice
5 : Funny

Bila tarikh anda couple ?

Entah. 10 tahun lagi ke =D

Lagu tema cinta anda ?

Tanya soalan bodo bodo la dia neyyy.

10 TAG ?

1. NO ONE
2. NO ONE
3. NO ONE
4. NO ONE
5, NO ONE
6, NO ONE
7, NO ONE
8, NO ONE
9, NO ONE
10 NO ONE

pfftt ;; Saya rajin buat tag well sometimes but i suka buat tag but MALAS nak tag orang. So sape nak, amek lahh kau.

Award.

2010-03-27T22:56:00.000-07:00

Sunday, March 28 2010

1.Thank & link the person that gave you the award

Thank you Sayang Amirah and Alia Izzati for awarding this such awesome award. And you both are AWESOME!

2. pass this award onto 15 bloggers you've recently discovered and think are fantastic

1) Anaa never dissapoints me. Always the cutest blog ever =)

2)Semua orang nak bagi award kt Deya. I pun nak jugak lah! haha. I read her blog quite often

3)Miss Hani ni jarang update blog and I AM STILL WAITING.... ANYDAY!

4)Aww, could you see that JBieber's pic? Aww he'c cute, and so are you FARAA!

Miera's. Love reading her blog.

Yang lain tak nak bagi! haha

Xoxo

Leyaa A.

You Will Always Be My Baby.

2010-03-26T21:34:00.000-07:00

Saturday, march 27 2010.

Last night, I went downstairs to feed my rabbits, but I was so tired and sleepy so I decided to sleep and so I did. I woke up this morning, with a smile on my face. Getting ready to go to the market with my family like I always did every weekends. I opened the refrigerator to get the vege for my rabbits and I went to their cage and when I opened the cage I saw Bunny waiting for his food and I saw Bugsy was laying down strengthless. I was like "Ya Allah"And then I called dad and he came and he said "What happened?" I picked up Bugsy and put her in my palm and she was very weak, she couldn't lift her head, she can't walk and I'm so worried. And then I gave her some plain water but nothing changes. And then I left her in the cage and I went to the market. I can't stop thinking about her and I keep praying to god. I was worried cause Bugsy, she's my baby and I don't want her to leave me. And when I reached home, I opened the gate and I ran to the cage to check on her and when I opened the cage I saw Bugsy...lifeless. She wasn't breathing. At the moment, I couldn't even say a word, I not capable to put her in my arms. And when I touched her, her body was hard. Her blood vessels on her ears turned grey and I cried. She's gone. Bugsy's gone. MY Bugsy's gone. She left me.

Dear Bugsy,
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry baby. I'm so sorry that I couldn't feed you at the right time. I am so busy lately till I forget to feed you. I'm so sorry that I couldn't let you out on the grass that often, I am so sorry for not appreciating you while you're alive. I am so sorry baby. I miss the moment when you snuck out of the cage, I miss when I got back from school, you were waiting for me to feed you. I miss the moment I kissed you, I miss the moment I hugged you, I miss the moment when I lifted you, I miss the moment to see you play on the grass with Bunny. I miss everything about you Bugsy. I am so sorry for not treating you good enough baby. You're my first female rabbit I've ever had and I'll never forget that. I love you Bugsy, with my whole heart.

XOXO,

Leyaa A

86 400 Seconds

2010-03-18T21:31:00.000-07:00

Friday, March 18 2010

"The minute your temperature is about to blow, take a minute recalling why all this while, it has been below the red line. It's the strengths."

“If God sends us on strong paths, then we are provided strong shoes.”

BTW, am addicted to twitter. Oh well...

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

I'm Tweeting? haha funny story.

2010-03-17T03:15:00.000-07:00

Ah, second post for the day. Just to inform yall that i just made an account on twitter *haha* and YES! terhoyong-hayang gila nak mati because, ye lah, biasa la kan. freshie, so yeah. searching for people and am following em. Dah la takde kawan dekat twitter. haha kesian =D Right now i just followed deya and sayang which diaorang je yang i jumpa. so yang lain nanti, if i found you guys then i'll follow up lah. Alright? um, I hope that you can find me on twitter and follow me up lovers! Find me at;;https://twitter.com/LeyaaAzman

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

I Just Have No Idea Sometimes.

2010-03-16T21:31:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, March 17 2010

Here's bunch of things that i do when i'm extremely bored. Like now =D

*Blogging

*Youtube-ing

*Wikipedia-ing

*Look for funny pictures as in like this oneHaha poor lil boy. Help him out you jerks!

*Blogwalking * I just love blogwalking *

* Watching everybody tweets

* Sorority Life alerts!

* Go to movies

* Playin with my baybayy Pussy, Bunny and my lil Bugsy

* Day-dreaming-Can't resist em

That's pretty much what i do, like everyday. Yes, I know. Boringggg! Man, I so do need a twitter right now cause it seems fun and I lovee UPDATING. But am so lazy to make an account =)

Anyways, quote for the dayy!

“Some people think it's holding on that makes one strong- sometimes it's letting go.”

AGREED!

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Updating.

2010-03-16T04:29:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, March 16 2010

Dinner at 3 a.m was awesome and Sweet Dreams

at 5 a.m was great.

Thank you.

Alice In Wonderland was okay BTW.

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

Rararaa'aa

2010-03-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

Sunday, March 14 2010.

P/s; Ignore that weird hand of mine. Also the face. haha
Ahh, okayy, Today went to mummy's office which is so so so damn boring. Siap tidur lagi. Then ada kenduri. And my Opah Teh passed away already yesterday morning i think? Last time i saw her was on last year. Tu pun dekat one kenduri at Teluk Intan kut. Oh my, Allah bless you. LOVE from us, Al-Fatihah.

ANYWAYS! * I just love that "ANYWAYS" word. idk why haha. tomorrow opah is off to Singapore, so Mummy cuti and she's going watch Alice In Wonderland. Can't wait!

XOXO,

Leyaa A.

It has been said...

2010-03-11T23:48:00.000-08:00

Friday, March 12 2010.

Pheww! Exam's over and it's time to have some fun. Ain't gonna talk about how did the papers went cause it's such S***!
Anyways!
Here's a little somethin i would like to talk about. It was news to me anyways.

When I heard the news, I was in complete shock. This is not what i expected from you. I would like to know what exactly happened and who influenced you but I just don't have any care left for that. You have changed alot and yes i do mean A LOT and we all realized it but it's just, it's not you. I don't know whether this is your way telling me that you can live without me or you have the freedom now or you're so hot right now and you're showing me that which i have no bloody idea why. But I just know that I just don't care anymore. So it's pretty much a fullstop there. And it's official to be said that I'M OVER YOU and I'm fine. So, you have a great life there and do what the fucking hell you wanna do. I am done.

Still, have no idea what am i gonna do this holidays. Lose some weights PERHAPS? haha

Laughs All The Way.

2010-03-06T00:38:00.000-08:00

Saturday, March 6 2010.

You guys should definitely see this video. It's very very funny. Very funny I tell ya! Try pause at 0:58 haha and the way Taylor fell haha oh my god that's gotta hurt but still, VERY FUNNY! Everytime i watch it and trust me I've watched like a zillion times but I just can't stop laughing!

ANYWAYS!

Next week i gotta deal with exams so yeah. Am preparing but like 50% prepared, okay okay, 45%. Okay fine! 25% ! are ya happy now? haha I hope that i could score great marks this time *finger's crossed* and wish me luck lovers!

XOXO,

Leyaa A.